finally I got a job.... well not a fantastic-paid-job but it's a job nonetheless. I am so excited!! This is like a dream job probably to me. I get to organise, planning and get busy and have fun at the same time. Only for a year, but everyone happy :D wish me luck!! now I kinda know what I want and I understand that maybe I won't get the money that I want. But as long as I love and enjoy it, nothing can compare!!!